this is the danger...almost finished...30 pages left...my mind is already wandering off to the next thing...edititng...in fiilmaking, i love it...in writing...it is baneful...

i enjoy my writing...without arrogance...i think it's good...it's the kind of book i would buy...but...when you read...study...the same 20,000+ words...over and over...for months...let's just say this...i'm ready to move on...i know every corner and crevice of this work...there are no more surprises for me...there will be plenty for you...

this is my disese...i'm infatuated with the fresh...the new...i have the same problem with women...had...i like to think that i've done some growing up...some...let's see...if i stay focused...remain commited to the work...to myself really...until the end...

Johnny Cash Loves You!

as a man who writes women characters...there's something i have not been able to wrap my head around...i've recenlty hasd the opportunity to help a friend with her retail business...i am astounded that young girls would walk up to a stranger and start a sentence with...give me...let me have...give? have? what the hell are parents teaching their daughters...i wanted to say...you better get your ass out on the track...give you...you gets nothing for free...let you have...you can have my foot up your ass...where is your daddy...

i know this is not a new development...i know there are grown women out there who go their entire lives not having to earn shit...i just don't get it...i know pussy don't come for free...but shit...just because you got a pair of tits and a quim...that won't make the world lay at your feet...have character...have personality...have skills...be accomplished...be more than a hole and a piece of meat...

human beings crave self respect...we may not always know how to cultivate it...but we need it...like air...how can anyone have it...and expect shit to be handed over to them...just because they have a pretty smile...sometimes not even that...i just don't understand...

Johnny Cash Loves You!

Special edition...

These are pictures of a leather-bound, hardcover, hand made edition of my first book.

I made it.

There are 10 copies. Sorry, they're already spoken for.

If you're interested, I will be making more. E-mail me for details.

If you'd rather have a regular paperback version, stay tuned. I'll have more news on that soon.

Johnny Cash Loves You!

we seem to be having a problem with kids drinking themselves to death...well...not so much...kids have been drinking themselves to death forever...the real problem seems to be the other kids around them...how can you watch someone get falling down loaded and not feel some sense of concern for them...hey, joe fratboy...use that fancy new cell phone to call an ambulance...

Johnny Cash Loves You!