m.i.a....

i'm so embarrassed...apparently, there's at least one person that I don't know personally who reads the blog...i gulp as i type this...regularly...and i've been m.i.a. for at least two weeks...more like a month...i guess maybe i earned that...i'm not sure i've done the work to maintain anyone's loyalty...i'm now appropriately shamed into posting more often...this is the perenial issue with me...expectations...especially my own...its difficult to gicve myself permission to fail...example...i just typed "give" three times until i mistyped it...fuck it...better to suck than to fret...

Johnny Cash Loves You!