somewhere in my life i chose to separate my self from the outside world...to stand alone...my own man, shaped only by the life that ilive...it is a lonely way...it is a hard way...i've sometimes fought against that choice...mostly though, it is a choice of freedom...it is a choice of integrity in a corrupt culture...it is a choice to be responsible for who i am...it's a way...in the chinese sense, it is tao...it suits me.